"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:30 AM
1:30 AM
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Woohoo~ I'm back
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
woah. it's been really really long.
it's been really really long.
so many things have changed and i have changed so much too. well, i tink im becoming more angst, but i guess god's been really kind to me, that he gave me a "happy pill" :) at least when im down, someone's there to remind me that god's grace will definitely be sufficient.
well, yay! im gonna leave for my FAVOURITE PLACE IN THE WORLD!!:) ---- switzerland. (pretty right?) :D
but somehow its like im not as excited as i thought i'll be. it's not really abt the plaace, that's the only part that cheers me up, it's abt the company. im really worried. i really am. i hope my bad premonition will not come true. please please...
anyways, let's see. i really really need to go overseas but i feel so dumb:(
hopefully i can finish doing everything for the admission process. and hope for the best la..
>.< well, gotta walk the dog before i go. soooooooo,
i'll write more when im back!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:52 AM
2:52 AM
Friday, August 6, 2010
im back.
i have decided im gonna do sth abt it.
once somebody told me dont make somebody a priority when they make u an option.
that's true.
so i shall follow it.
why am i the only 1 to feel so. well.
that's all gonna change(:
once somebody told me dont make somebody a priority when they make u an option.
that's true.
so i shall follow it.
why am i the only 1 to feel so. well.
that's all gonna change(:
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:37 AM
2:37 AM
Monday, May 3, 2010
quotes help me express what im unable to.
this all describes how i feel:
-"Silence is a true friend
who never betrays."
Confucius
true, the value of silence is understated.
-"A fall into a ditch
makes you wiser."
i'm currently in a ditch.hopefully it makes me wiser.
-The real man is one who always finds excuses for others,
but never excuses himself.
Henry Ward Beecher
-Gossip needn't be false to be evil - there's a lot of truth that shouldn't be passed around.
Frank A. Clark
-Three may keep a secret, if two of them are dead.
Benjamin Franklin
-When I was a young coach I used to say, "Treat everybody alike." That's bull. Treat everybody fairly.
Bear Bryant
-Life isn't fair. It isn't going to be fair.
Stop sniveling and whining and go out and make it happen for you.
Dick Butler
-"To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you."
Lewis B. Smedes
-"Nobody will believe in you unless you believe in yourself."
Liberace
-You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice.
Steven D. Woodhull
-"Every man should keep a fair-sized cemetery in which to bury the faults of his friends." Henry Ward Beeche
that's all i'm bothered to find, the rest, im keeping to myself.
-"Silence is a true friend
who never betrays."
Confucius
true, the value of silence is understated.
-"A fall into a ditch
makes you wiser."
i'm currently in a ditch.hopefully it makes me wiser.
-The real man is one who always finds excuses for others,
but never excuses himself.
Henry Ward Beecher
-Gossip needn't be false to be evil - there's a lot of truth that shouldn't be passed around.
Frank A. Clark
-Three may keep a secret, if two of them are dead.
Benjamin Franklin
-When I was a young coach I used to say, "Treat everybody alike." That's bull. Treat everybody fairly.
Bear Bryant
-Life isn't fair. It isn't going to be fair.
Stop sniveling and whining and go out and make it happen for you.
Dick Butler
-"To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you."
Lewis B. Smedes
-"Nobody will believe in you unless you believe in yourself."
Liberace
-You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice.
Steven D. Woodhull
-"Every man should keep a fair-sized cemetery in which to bury the faults of his friends." Henry Ward Beeche
that's all i'm bothered to find, the rest, im keeping to myself.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:42 AM
4:42 AM
you've all that i want.
hello. im back.
argh. i talk too much./
im under-confident,
over-sensitive and.
many many more.
as my sis puts it:
h myself. h my life.
please, im begging u.
i dont want to see you; dont want to hear you.
dont want you near me. :{
im going berserk,
just knowing you're here.
please..
i know it aint your fault.
the big green monster's back in full force.
ARGH.
why am i so unhappy???
there's no rationale.
shit man.
i hate this feeling,
of insecurity; of overdependence.
i need to be left alone, yet i dont want to be.
even lan doesnt make me happy.
what will?
feel like ______.
:'(
argh. i talk too much./
im under-confident,
over-sensitive and.
many many more.
as my sis puts it:
h myself. h my life.
please, im begging u.
i dont want to see you; dont want to hear you.
dont want you near me. :{
im going berserk,
just knowing you're here.
please..
i know it aint your fault.
the big green monster's back in full force.
ARGH.
why am i so unhappy???
there's no rationale.
shit man.
i hate this feeling,
of insecurity; of overdependence.
i need to be left alone, yet i dont want to be.
even lan doesnt make me happy.
what will?
feel like ______.
:'(
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:32 AM
4:32 AM
Monday, April 19, 2010
urgh.
seriously. what am i doing with my life?
screwing it up? probably.
I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
screwing it up? probably.
I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:43 AM
1:43 AM
Sunday, April 4, 2010
IT'S APRIL!:D
how easily i can be upset,
it must definitely be the joke of the year.
now, things are starting to turn into a mad rush,
but yet here i am procrastinating as usual.
haha.
recently has been my grandparentS birthdays.
like damn cool. my grandma's on april 1st, my grandfather's on 3rd.
i almost forgot. haha.
they are the cutest couple ever,
hm, my family has this history of bad r/s with happy endings.
i dont mind the happy ending part,
but the bad r/s,
please god, dont make it happen again.
:/
i realised people have double faces.
it's saddening to realise that the ones u trusted could do such things
so many examples alr, just today. like T, M and S
maybe these things are acceptable to them?
argh i dont know what to think.
but why why do they have different principles if they're friends?
oh well, im so tired of studying alr.
i suddenly feel very much like shopping most of the times recently.
i guess it's retail therapy? haha dont know.
i always have a lot to say,
but when i come to type.
only 1/20 percent of retention:(
sometimes winning is the only motivation you have to keep playing./
poker chip theory.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:41 AM
5:41 AM
TEE-FAH-NEE:D CGSS!class of 08'